Saturday, December 29, 2001

not much that i downloaded today. i came early to campus this morning. waiting for the assistent to open the lab, i waited outside and started to read comic again. i don't understand this comic. its title is 39 degree shock. it's made by Yu Ito, a japanese mangaka. maybe the translator didn't do her job well. hmm, what did i do last night? lately, i'm starting to forget about things easily. i dunno why. hey, i'm still young. i'm just 20 last october. maybe i should try the terapy told by a magazine (for god sake, i totally forgot the name of the mag!!!). well...guess i'm just let it be like this for a while and not forcing my brain to remember it. oh, i must hurry now, there's a show i want to watch this evening. it's a japanese drama called Love Generation. this show's stared by Takuya Kimura and mmmm..ummmm...i dunno the name of the actress, but i know that she played a role in Great Teacher Onizuka as Fuyutsuki Sensei. okey, back to home now. WARP!!!! (for those who dunno bout this warp thing, it's from anime called Gokinjo Monogatari, a fairly old anime that i like lately ^^)

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 Friday, December 28, 2001

omg, i'm getting more and more into Jay Chow. He's my chinese favourite singer ^_______^, beside his talent, his face is so cuteeee. i like track no.3 from his album (fantasy). it's called Jian Dan Ai (i dunno if i spell this right ^^;). the other singer that i like is Edison Chen, he's cute too. awww, there're so many cute boys out there. give me just one *just kidding*. finished d/l fantasy + plus album right now. i hope it's as good as fantasy album. i haven't heard it yet right now cause this computer doesn't have a sound card T_T , i have to wait till i got home. here's the picture of the album :



i took this picture from www.boxup.com. isn't he cute? hehehe, i must stop praising him right now ^^; but i can't stand it. he's irresistible (like in the corrs's song ^__~). matane...

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 Thursday, December 27, 2001

whoaaaa...i'm finally back from holiday. i didn't online for about 13 days *that's a lot of pain -_-* anyways, i'm starting to d/l anime as usual ^___^. didn't imagine how many anime that i left ^^;
i think it's enough now, i still have many things to do =^^= ja ne!

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 Thursday, December 13, 2001

seems like i've abandoned this blog for a long time ^^; now i'm on holiday. final is over. but i still worry about my grades. i didn't do it well on exams. so, maybe my grades will be ... nah, i don't know what will happen next. currently i'm reading I'll on mangascreener. quite good. and i'm downloading Noir Blanc CD right now. i tried to d/l fish in the trap, but when i reach 4 Mb, i got disconnected from the ftp. damn!!! i really want that series. yesterday i finished d/l Pretear eps 1. but i haven't watched it yet. oh yeah, i watched Hajime no Ippo last day, it's about boxing. kinda interesting. i might try to d/l the next eps. but the one i worry about is from where will i d/l anime while holiday is running. usualy i d/l at my campus, but since holiday, it closed. if i try to d/l from home, it will take forever. argh, dammit, what should i do? the lab reopen again at january 2nd 2002. waaaa......i'm not gonna catch the eps. help me!!!!!!!!!!!

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 Saturday, December 1, 2001

arrrrrggghhh, someone in this lab makes me sick. his/her handphone is ringing all the time with its annoying sound. it's driving me crazy :( what the hell are you doing you a$$@#~! shut the fuck up!!! what happen today really makes me ...... arrrrggghhhhh!!! first my d/l hasn't finished and it got disconnected from the server. second, that annoying little handphone, i wanna throw it as far as i could. third, my IE's acting up and got hang for a zillion time!!! and fourth, my final test isn't going to finish soon. and i did bad at them. WHAT A DAY!!!! WHAT A RANT!!! okey, i finish it right now. no!!! i finally found the people who's responsible for that annoying sound. damn that girl, leaving her hp on while she were going to another place!!! i wish i could punch her nose and slap her face hard.
hey, what am i doing, i'm in the middle of fasting right now. i shouldn't get angry like that. but i guess that's ok cause it's just in my thought. not that i'm gonna do it in real life. i know what i'm doing though. this time i'm gonna stop. for real!!!

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 Saturday, November 24, 2001

been busy lately, final test is coming soon. now i hang out at noated forum. i'm sempai now ^_____^. gotta gain more post to raise my status. bai bai

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 Monday, November 19, 2001

i visited noated forum. and i found that there are some moslems there. glad to know it ^____^. although i'm a baka in that forum, i'll try to improve it. i'm surprised that i found them in that forum. i was exploring the forum and saw this thread : ramadhan mubarak. about improving my status in a forum, i don't think that it'll be up soon cause i enjoy lurking than posting messages around. i just post if i really have an answer for a question. that's it for today. i have a test tomorrow and i haven't finished study yet.

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 Saturday, November 17, 2001

i finish reply my friend's email and posted some messages on a couple of forum. i have to go back home at 1 o'clock today. still no reply from my g-book provider. hmm, that's ok. i'll wait for two or three days more. ja ne

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 Saturday, November 17, 2001

i finish reply my friend's email and posted some messages on a couple of forum. i have to go back home at 1 o'clock today. still no reply from my g-book provider. hmm, that's ok. i'll wait for two or three days more. ja ne

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 Friday, November 16, 2001

i arrive early this morning and found that my friend didn't turn off the computer. omg, it stay up all night. what the heck is he doing?!?! but, when i think of it, it's ok, cause i left some file to download and they're done now ^^; lately, connection is slower than usual, so i need more times to download these files. but when it's saturday, i can get up to 70 Kb/sec. wahh....so happy ^_______^

now, maybe i should search for another g-book. i hate the banner, it sucks. if the banner isn't related with that thing, no problem with me. but..but..but..that image, euhh...i can't stand it, what's the matter with the owner, it used to be clean from banner, why he must spoil it with banner? >:-| raving makes me tired. guess i should stop now. ja ne...

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 Wednesday, November 14, 2001

whoaa....seems like i forgot to fill this blog yesterday. but it's ok. lately, i've been visiting Pure's Message Board . this board is very active. i mean everyday there's a bunch of new posts. and it's full of singaporean and malaysian. i'm one of a few indonesian there ^^; i met xiaozhen there. she's an indonesian too.
now i'm part of IYF. my fave couple is yuki and shuichi. i'm a fan of gravitation series. i found that it's interesting to watch a yaoi series sometimes. besides, there's a lot of bishounen there ^^;

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 Monday, November 12, 2001

omg, it's totally a mess T____T. today my group hasn't finished the assignment. waaaa...what do we do?!?! it must be sent on this midnight. arrggghhh.....*pull my hair and wish this will be over soon* that's it for today, or i'm gonna be killed by my friend if i don't get back to work ^^; ja ne

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 Saturday, November 10, 2001

finally, my job is done. updating the content for an organization's site in my campus. the site's name is ukhuwah.or.id . today i d/l initial d first stage OST - D SELECTION 1. i got it from a chinese site. ok, that's it for today.

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 Friday, November 9, 2001

today's connection is vary from very slow to fast. currently i'm downloading initial d. this anime is really great. first time i saw it, i didn't interested cause i don't really like the artwork (for people's face). but the car is nearly real. but not as good as grand turismo. no wonder cause initial d is an old anime (from 90s i guess). as soon i watched the show, i felt i really like the story, i thought that takumi (the main character) isn't good at driving at all. he screamed as loud as possible when he was driven in his friend's car. but the fact, he's rock!!! i like his style when he's driving his hachi roku(err..maybe not his, but his father :P). he looks so cool, i wish i can drive like him too. guess i just dream about it. imagine, i already had my license for almost 2 years, but i don't even drive a car cause i'm too scared to drive in public street ^^; hehehe...seems like i'm wasting my money to get that license.
when i want to fill this blog yesterday, i can't login. i guess that the connection in my campus screwed up. but when i tried to login at home, still the same. so, i assume that it was pitas's server mistake, not mine.
hmmmm...it's already that long. ja ne, i still have mount of assignments to handed T_T

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 Wednesday, November 7, 2001

hehehe...anne emailed me yesterday and she accepted me ^^; now i'm one of the members of IYF. today i read email in HYD ML. someone talked about F4. she said that they are going to split up. oh man, don't do it guys. you guys should be together. i like 4 of them, especially zai zai. he is so cute, adorable and a very shy person. omg, you should see when he blushes. kawaiiiii ... XD
oh yeah, i love jay chow too. he is so cute and i love his songs. i d/l all songs in his new album. jian dan ai is my fave song. my friend said it means simple love. from what i saw in his video clip, i understand why it's called simple love. in that clip, their love is really really simple. but i hope i had one simple love like that too ^^; especially if my man look similar to jay ^^; nah, that's not important. but i do love man who has a baby face. and his smile should cute and adorable too. maybe i'm asking to much huh. okie....enough talking about my dream boy. i'm off and shut my mouth now :x

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 Tuesday, November 6, 2001

i just sent my email to anne, to join IYF. hehehe...hope she will reply soon ^^;
back to my problem, this morning i got really angry. cause everything wasn't going well as i thought. and today, my mood kinda bad. wish everything will going out right tomorrow.

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 Monday, November 5, 2001

waa...i gotta get home early cause my father's birthday. btw, thanks to whoever that sign my g-book. thank you ^___^

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 Friday, November 2, 2001

i download many stuff today. it means that i have an extra work to move the files to my home =/ i wish i had cable connection at home.

last night i watched gravitation up to eps 7. sugoiiiiii.....i really like this anime. eventough it's a shounen-ai anime, but it doesn't matter to me ^___^. yuki eirii is so handsome, too bad that he is a gay. ^_^; arrrghh....i can't wait to see more gravitation. dunno's ftp still down cause of RITS problem. guess i should be patient cause there's no other resources i could find. ja ne, i have a class to go.

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 Thursday, November 1, 2001

wow, i have the last midtest next week, guess i should study hard in order not to have bad test again ;) today i d/l again the file that i'm missing cause of that evil admin =/ now i'm gonna reply my penpal's email. i don't write to her much lately. so, ja ne ^____________^

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 Wednesday, October 31, 2001

shimattaaaaa!!!!!! that damn admin deleted my files T_____T i haven't move them yet to my compie at home. what a mean person T___________T *lots of tears i shed* evil jerk man, i have to download them again and the connection is so slow now. why did he only deleted files in this compie?! why not the others too??!!! i'm very very very pissed off. and all of jay's mp3s that i d/l last night and kodocha 90 are gone now. today this entry will be full of my rants >:|

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 Tuesday, October 30, 2001

i'm free!!!!!!! errr...maybe not free at all. only got 1 test to go and i'm free like a bird in the blue sky ^______^ i hope my germany test will going well. i'm tired of having bad test. of course i know it's my fault. but....i'm a very lazy person ^_^; can't help it though. hahaha...finally i get jay and cindy mp3s. and i got edison and daniel chan too. after all hard work i've done. hmph...i deserve it ^__^ looks like i forgot to fill this silly blog again. i promised to change the layout but i haven't manage to do it until today. hehehe....maybe later. hahaha....enough for today =^-^=

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 Friday, October 26, 2001

what a day. i found nothing to download. so bored here.........nothing to type either. and my midtest isn't over yet.......but why do i try to fill this blog even though i have no idea what to type. uhmmmm....let see....still nothing to type.......blank.....whoaaaa XD.....i really really really have nothing to type. ok, i give up now. i'm going to stop writing right now and just logout from this pitas. ja ne >.<

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 Thursday, October 25, 2001

i have to early today. tomorrow i have a test and i haven't study yet. that damn course really made me sick. i hate to memorize all the bullshit. that's it for today. oh yeah, i haven't got a password for xuxule.com. without it, i never be able to extract my mp3s T_______T but i'm kinda happy again today. the reason is the same with mine on the previous day.

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 Wednesday, October 24, 2001

i just finished tba's midtest. whoaaaa...i don't know whether i did it well or bad. and yesterday, i forgot to fill this blog cause i had an exam. next week, i'll be free from midtest. now, i'm still searching for jay and cindy mp3. anybody can help?

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 Monday, October 22, 2001

i got email from my pen pal. her name is ooki ayano, but i used to call her ayano-chan. she told me about her vacation to shanghai, china. i'm a bit envy for her cause i never been to shanghai before. hmm, i have 2 exams tomorrow and the day after tomorrow. i don't feel confident enough cause i don't study much for these exams. hope i can answer them. oh yeah, i posted some message at F4 forum asking for jay and cindy mp3. i hope anyone in there can help me. it makes me desperate searching through search engine. i can't help it since i can't speak and read chinese.

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 Saturday, October 20, 2001

i found scanlation of chobits site. it's called Icchan Laboratory . it's a nice site and they did a good job for the scanlations. waaaaa....chii is so cute. i've done read all chaper of volume 1 and and chapter 13 of volume 2. hmmmm....i wonder who's hibiya-san is. looks like she knows something about chii. ok, done with chobits thingy

i kinda feel bored this morning, cause i can't find another direct download site. i just downloaded kodocha from Kodocha Translation Project . although i already download up to eps 90, i just watched it until eps 70. i don't have much time lately. and midtest isn't gonna finish soon T_T. i wanna have free time T____T. oh..oh..oh...it took me 2 hours to fill this entry. hehehe...it's because i typed this entry while doing other stuff too. no wonder it took so long to finish. okie...done for today. feel kinda sleepy today. i guess i wanna get some nap now -_-

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 Friday, October 19, 2001

hahaha, today i just have one class to go. yesterday really a mess. i ended up watching 3 eps of GTO. haha...it's sooooo funny. i believe Takashi Sorimachi look so much better in this drama than in Beach Boys. I like his hair style. i wish i had a teacher as handsome as he is. oh yeah, speaking about handsome guy, lately i have cable tv and just watched mtv mandarin channel. finally i can watch F4's video clip music. awwwwww......rui (vic zhou yu min) is so handsome. and i like his shy expression. so cute.....anyone agree with me? more cool guys are have to be izumi sano from hanakimi and doumyoji tsukasa from hana yori dango. i also love shuri (red king) from legend of basara.

hmmm....i've been stuck with this layout for a long time. i will change the layout soon as i get through my exams. is it gonna be anime theme or else? but since i join otaku blog, maybe i should use anime theme. let see.....which anime will be my theme this time? i consider to use angel sanctuary or maybe hana yori dango since i have many image source for both of them. and i will add some more section. i wanna put more image but i can't find good host that serve for free ~__^ anyone know the good ones?

one more thing, i've been suffer from ill for one week. and it's not over yet. i already have the medicine but it didn't work. should try another medicine probably.

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 Thursday, October 18, 2001

damn!!!! i did bad in my exam. after all i studied that much. i feel like dying right now. my friend seems like done it well. damn! damn! damn! it's just because i didn't learn that part and i'm fail. damnnnnn it!!!!!!!!!!! while typing this, i have no power left to have fun. this feeling is very annoying. damnnnn!!!!! i wanna cry >.< but i'm in the middle of people right now and i just can't do it. what am i gonna do? i know that regret it right now don't change anything. my grade will always like that. stress, depress, it's all i feel. can somebody pleases me today?!!! guess i have to stop this rant right now or it'll be going forever. ja ne ..............

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 Wednesday, October 17, 2001

gaahh, i have to go home early today cause i have an exam tomorrow. ok that's all for today. wishes me the best luck to answer the question ^_~

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 Tuesday, October 16, 2001

i just d/l f4 album at puref4 site. whoaa ... i got all tracks of F4 cd. i like their song, but i don't know the title since it's written in chinese. i wish i speak mandarin. i also request some OST from AEDP Trading Board . Fiuhh, they have many episodes and because i'm just a freeloader, i can only download mp3 from Streamload . Enough for today. bai bai!!

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 Thursday, October 11, 2001

i don't get my compie today. damn, i supposed to continue d/l gravitation 6. but, that's ok. i got gravitation 9 to d/l ^o^. btw, i haven't watched meteor garden. i'm waiting some people fansub it. i hope it's not gonna be long.
i made up my promise yesterday to fill this blog everyday. hmm ..... i feel kinda happy today. but i won't tell you why ^_~ but ... it's related with my heart. bai bai...

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 Wednesday, October 10, 2001

i forgot to add something. yesterday i d/l margaret 21 scaned by yoki. when i read it, whoaaa, kamio-sensei is mean. she made doumyoji hurt. but i believe since he is the main character along with tsukushi, he won't die. i spent about 1 million rupiah to buy the manga, sure it cost alot. now i'm going to buy Noir Vcd. i order it through my friend and beside that, i have some manga that need to buy too T_T ....... i'm broke ... don't have money, someone please give me money .... hey, stop begging!!! you made yourself so indignity. heh...whatever....i'm just joking though. ja!

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 Wednesday, October 10, 2001

i haven't fill this blog for a long time. maybe i should fill this blog more often. today, me and my friend have to do a presentation about capitalism and we didn't do it successfully enough. and there's a girl that asked many things, but her questions are not understandable and not related enough with capitalism. ouuughh, i just wanna hit her head and bashing her. *sounds cruel ^o^* but....i just imagine it. i'm not that cruel. hmmm, i'm thinking to join IYF (Indonesian Yaoi Front). A friend of mine asking me to join that group. but i'm still confuse, whose gonna be my favorite couple. ........ maybe if i already decided, i'm gonna join that group. okieee, that's enough.

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 Thursday, September 27, 2001

i just added a g-book. please, sign in ^_____^ and to dodot, hehehe...gue udah baca message lo. waktu itu, gue coba lagi masuk homepage elo. terus gue liat gambrnya udah ke-load semua kok ^-^ ngomong-ngomong, sano itu emang cakep banget ya. oh ya, elo udah liat cowok-cowok yang maen meteor garden nggak? (versi drama taiwannya hana yori dango) khususnya yang maen jadi rui sama doumyoji. asli, cakep banget. dah, cukup dulu deh buat hari ini.
(kali ini kelepasan pake indonesia)

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 Friday, September 21, 2001

today, i feel like i got a bad luck. first, on my way home, suddenly rain pour down on me. really heavy rain @_@. and then, when i arrived at the station, the officer announced that the train can't go on because there is a damage on the cable. me and my friend decided to wait at campus again. the night has come, my stomach getting hungry, so we decide to eat, and we choose siomay cause we thought that there are no food left. on our way to campus we saw burger. damn!!!! i rather choose burger than siomay if i knew it was there. finally, i arrive at campus again, and here i am.....waiting for my driver to pick me home T_T......what took you so long my driver?!?! can you come here quick?!?!

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 Tuesday, September 11, 2001

jen has saved me from unpatiently waited for margaret 19. fiuhhh....finally i'm able to see doumyoji again, plus his straight hair XD . waaaaaaaaa....omg he's soooooo cute. makinoooooo, you're a lucky girl!!!!! and he even say that he would leave doumyoji name for her, what a sacrifice!!! in real word, i don't think that there exist a man like him. kamio-sensei has created the dream boy. enough for now, i wanna go home.

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 Friday, September 7, 2001

add a little. yoki hasn't give us the new scan of margaret 19. so jen can't translate it for us. whoaaaaaaaa......................yoki-chan......please give us the new scan....i beg you pleaseeeeeee...

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 Friday, September 7, 2001

i realize that up to now, i always fill this blog at my campus computer...ehm...not actually mine, but i always use this computer, so i feel like this computer is belong to me. *what a posessive girl*. and i hate if someone using it. like yesterday, somebody used *my* computer, and i didn't have a chance to login. there's a reason why i always use it. it's because connection at my house is so slow. i can't stand it :/. i'm planning to use cable, but until now, still doesn't reach my area. that damn company really has a bad service. once they said that their service already cover my area, and when i called them back, they said they didn't. really pissed me off. enough raving about it my dear. ja ne ................so looooooooooong..........

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 Sunday, September 2, 2001

hi, this is me again. last night i went with my parents and my sister. we went to Kelapa Gading Mall. but i only bought some bathing stuff. when i want to choose the clothes, it's already late. the mall was going to be closed. but i bought some mangas too. i got Daa!Daa!Daa! by Mika Kawamura and Meitantei Conan by Aoyama Gosho. I hope Hana Yori Dango is translated too. and Hanakimi, and Peach Girl, and Ayashi no Ceres, and bla bla bla...i can't mention each of them ^-^ ja...
currently waiting for margaret 19...can't stand it anymore -_-;;

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 Saturday, September 1, 2001

silly me, i didn't understand how archive file works. and i just archive my own post and it's empty now. if you wanna look some older entries, just go here

and now just to tell you that i made a design. it's my first attempt. so don't be so hard on me ^_~ comment please...


oh yeah, please don't take this image ^____^
ja ne

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